Sunday, March 15, 2009

Let go, and let God

I have realized lately that God is definitly calling me out to trust Him. The exciting this is that I am trusting Him. I have always been a planner. I didn't like to just see what happens. Decisions have always been hard to make, and I had to talk to everyone and get opinions and do all this research... and I really didn't get anywhere. In these situations, I would always pray about it, but not really wait to listen to what God had to say, because I wanted an answer and I wanted it as soon as possible. So God decided to throw a ton of stuff at me at once, so I have to depend on Him to figure everything out. My major at school was canceled, so I get to make a decision with what I'm going to do with my life. I have no job currently, and a car to pay off. My job from last summer most likely not be open to me, so I don't know what I'm going to do this summer when it comes to a job. I have the option to live with my parents or with my brother. I was asked to be a prayer leader on my floor next year, and I have to make the decision whether I am supposed to do that. At this point, the old me would be freaking out. To the point of having a meltdown. God has thrown all of this at me just to say "TRUST ME!" All these things I thought I had all figured out have been thrown into the wind, and I have this overwhelming peace about it. I know that whatever happens, God can use me where ever I end up. I'm so excited to be able to trust Him with everything, and I know that I am growing so much with Him. I have made myself vulnerable, and I know that He will not let me down.

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